I really want to live my life to the fullest! I really want to have a perfect body for a guy, have the right belief system and the perfect personality, be able to play music so well its like world class and stuff, be a great performer, graduate university with a good mark, and i just have so many goals I want to achieve. I’m 15 years old, and I feel like I’m old and such a late started (especially in music). I feel that I have no time to waste and to enjoy, as I have already enjoyed in the first 14 years of my life. I need to make the most of every second and know that I am working towards my dreams every second. As a result, I feel really overwhelemed and I just resort to the world of tv. Real world seems to scary. It seems like the harder I try, the worse it gets.
I’ve developed a "self improvement system" which consists of 24 notebooks, each with a different area. Like there would be a sports developement department, musical developement department, self improvement and personality developement, and lots of others. If someone is really willing to help, then I can send you my "map" of the whole system (im not kidding). I dont know what to do…i want to improve and make the most of every second, but I dont know how!! Anyone know any books that they can recommend?
Also, I don’t know what my focus should be at every moment of my life. I want to make the most and succeed of every situation and yet learn from every situation. What should I be thinking of all day?
Also, i have to have every part of my life perfect. Like I would need my school binder to be perfect, to have developed a whole system of learning for myself, I would need all the documents in my computer to be in perfect order, all my clothes to be folded perfectly. I keep on telling myself I need to do all those things, but theres always not enough time. Then I get into depression and just watch tv all day!! I even stopped practising my music and sports cuz I havent had time to finish developing my musical and sports learning system!! My life has really reached an insane stage…can someone please help me??
A person becomes perfectionist after he/she looses a big thing or after a big defeat.
It is a very bad approach. If I feel that the work I have been dealing with won’t be perfect then I drop it off.
A year ago dentist pulled one of my teeth off and I am still getting crazy when I think that one of my teeth is missing. I wonder if anyone is committing suicide because of an absent tooth.
Terrible habit. You should get out of it.
A person becomes perfectionist after he/she looses a big thing or after a big defeat.
It is a very bad approach. If I feel that the work I have been dealing with won’t be perfect then I drop it off.
A year ago dentist pulled one of my teeth off and I am still getting crazy when I think that one of my teeth is missing. I wonder if anyone is committing suicide because of an absent tooth.
Terrible habit. You should get out of it.
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